Yesterday I read an article about how some of electricity could end life as we know it. Being the paranoid person that I am when it comes to fears, it scared me to death. I texted Erik bout this, and he told me that we’re not gonna die.
Sometime later, I calmed down. Later that night, one of my friends told me that he hoped that it isn’t true at all. He must’ve been scared as I was when he read it.
Earlier this morning, I couldn’t sleep. What made me cry was this: When we die, where do we go? I know our spirits will go into the afterlife, but will we be able to see, hear, touch when we die… in spirit form, I mean? What is the “afterlife?” Some people say that when we die, we will go to either Heaven or Satan’s lair. Others say that we will go to the afterlife. Which is it?
I did hear that before you die, you’ll see this white light and your life flashing by. What happens next? Will this white light become greater as soon as you take your final breath? When you finally die, what will you see… or hear… or touch? Where will your spirit be? When Earth is no more, what will we see in the solar system? Will we be able to do the things that we used to do (I.E., write in our diary, enjoy life without all the violence, listen to our music) in spirit? I hope that someone will provide me with all of the answers before I take my last breath. If the answers are there and true, then I will finally be at peace when I die. Death will no longer be my greatest fear. It’ll be just another subject that will finally take place when life is no more.
What I really hope is that someday, when we’re in the afterlife we will find a planet where we can live in… as a second chance in life. Our spirits will transform into the bodies that we once were before we die, and we can enjoy peace once more.
Another thing that I hope is that I’ll be able to spend eternity in Heaven.. or somewhere nice when I die. By the way, death is my greatest fear. I do wanna live forever, but I know that’s not gonna happen. We will all die someday, somehow. I hope that I’ll be able to die of either old age or of natural causes. When I’m buried, I wanna be buried next to the love of my life and my children, if I have one someday.
For now, I’ll just live the life that I should be living.. and live life to the fullest. I’ll deal with death when I reach my final years.